Feeling Fucked

FUCK!
-pencil on drawing paper-

yeah well, today I feel like 'what the fuck is going on with me'
you know, the kind of un-describe-able sad feeling.
I don't even know what exactly is going on with me. Is that I miss my mom, or I miss my family so much, or unfinished college task, or feeling unwanted, or just the lonely feeling? Nothing so exact. Nothing so serious.
Oh life, don't take me as a challenge to destroy please :'(